When you get all the way to the end of your rope and there ain't nothin' you can do, that's when God takes over. People think they in control, but they ain't. Truth is, that which must befall thee must befall thee. And that which must pass thee by must pass thee by. ~Denver Moore, "Same Kind of Different as Me"

Wow, how appropriate that I read these words a few minutes ago on my lunch break. The man those words were spoken to was in a major crisis of faith as he watched his wife die, slowly and painfully. Of course, my circumstances are nowhere near that extreme. But I AM at the end of my rope. It's time to let God take over. (And MAN, am I bad at that!)

As much as I love Roomiekins, the current situation is just not working for me. I don't see any way out of it without ending a friendship that is very important to me.

It is frustrating beyond belief that the only way I can make it on my own is to KILL myself working too much. I have no life; I work, I eat, and I sleep. That's pretty much it. I am exhausted, stressed, and depressed.

Being exhausted, stressed, and depressed is turning me into someone I don't really like. I'm naggy, whiny, and cranky most of the time. I think Roomiekins is probably more fed up with me than I am with her.

Hello, God? Something's gotta give. Help!